Pain....

The pain of loss is very often too much to bear....i found it extremely difficult to cope with my losses.... but now i have realised the magic of repression... i have just started forgetting the things that upset me.... how do i do it??? well i do it by talking a lot... that way i dont have time for contemplation or meditation or any of those other dangerous things.....i dont know if it helps but as for now this is my only solace.......